Yesterday was brutal for me, but interestingly, only because
I was sick. My kids were A-MA-ZING! I woke up at 9 am. This may not mean
anything to anyone else, but when I see the time and it’s after 8, deep and genuine fear sets in. No child lets their parent sleep in, it just doesn’t happen…especially
when there are 5 and especially when I’m sick.
I managed to pull myself out of bed, despite my certainty
that I am breathing my last few breaths (I’m not typically such a baby, but
this flu bug really, really sucks). I began to mentally, emotionally,
physically and even spiritually prepare to enter the lion’s den downstairs. I
was fully expecting to hear screaming and fighting…and possibly even a few
sirens. I couldn’t believe what I saw. Sarah and Kaitlyn (my 10 and 8 year old)
had made breakfast for themselves and the boys. They had Leah (my SIX MONTH OLD!!!)
happily playing on the floor. They had
done the dishes (for the moms who think this is an absolute lie, it is not!)
and cleaned up in general. Despite my illness, I managed enough strength to
remove my lower jaw from the floor. My kids are not only amazing, but they’re
actually very thoughtful!
I am currently working out a plan to communicate with the
pod planet. I have several requests and only a few complaints. I would like
them to allow me to keep these pod children they have sent and then just return
mine when they’re full adults (I don’t want them gone forever). As for any
other issues I might have with the leader of the pod planet, they are very
minor and I might even say a non-issue nowadays. I would probably say that my
chief complaint is more about my replacement than any others…that will just
resolve itself in time. Ahhhh time…
sometimes time just really sucks!
So the rest of yesterday just played out this way. Once
I put the baby down for her nap and Eli down for his, the girls held down the
fort. They let me sleep for a full 3 hours, which is unheard of in mom
world. It helped, but just enough to
allow me to get up again. I hate that feeling when you’re sick and just wake up
from a nap and have a split second when you think that you might just be better…then
as fast as that thought came, it’s replaced by the reality of your actual
physical state. I ended the day feeling as crappy as I started it.
Today, I’m not as bad as yesterday, but this thing still won’t
leave me alone! I was pleased to at least have some entertaining reading. I also
found that a very dear friend had thoughtfully considered some things I might
like to do while sick. I love her!
I think tonight will be good. James is taking the boys to
the father/son campout overnight. I will put in a movie for the girls and do
some serious couch warming! This will allow me the down time I need, but also
give me a chance to catch up on some fun and entertaining reading, movies and
whatever else I can do with my computer and a pair of headphones. It’s possible
I will actually be able to finish the rest of my original blog post that I
started last weekend… I hope!
I wish Les Miserables (the new one that’s not out yet) had
come out last year…among other things, I
would just be re watching that over and over. I can’t wait!!
Can't wait for Les Mis either. I'm so excited for Anne Hathaway to take it away. I love her personality, her eyes and her voice. I have a girl-crush on her!
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